I woke up almost 3 hours earlier than usually, and pretty much immediately had to start going off on my doctor about my lexapro. Chilled for a while after, did small things around the house, napped, and just got back from a not-quite-practice sesh with the bands drummer. We mostly just hooked my amps up to different speakers and played with different gain pedals to get good tone for recording.

I dunno, things have just felt…off all day. Sitting in the twilight with the corgi rn and the feeling still hasn’t gone away.

Oh well, I guess shrug-outta-hecks

  • PaX [comrade/them, they/them]@hexbear.netEnglish
    3·
    3 months ago

    Shit just feels almost…cinematic, doesn’t it? Or maybe I’m just disassociating a little and only like, half realize it? I dunno.

    It kinda does sometimes but yeah maybe that’s some kind of cope lol

    Yeah, I feel like I really need some sort of stimulant since I’m always so fucking tired.

    That’s so real :(

    Always tired, sometimes anxious energy compels me to do things, about to go touch-grass with my friend maybe that help with feelings idk

    Guess there’s a show at my local bar tomorrow night, two of the staff members respective bands. It’s 2 blocks from home, but since I can’t really bring the pups to that environment (even tho it’s a dog friendly bar we chill together at plenty, I don’t wanna hurt their ears) I feel like I’m already starting to mentally set myself up to not go.

    It’s sweet you’re considering how they would like the noise

    Can you go without them?

    Give headpat to comrade Bailey and Barney for me (if that’s not weird lol)

    • corgiwithalaptop [any, love/loves]@hexbear.netOPEnglish
      4·
      3 months ago

      Will do! We all just had a nice walk, just got dark out and the crickets are chirping. I can def go to that show tomorrow without them, we’ll see if I feel up to it. Might have to force myself, my therapist and I were talking about my “social cocoon” this week and it could be good to go.

      Have fun with your friend! Hope you feel better!