I don’t think feelings aren’t normal. I know how others act, but no how they feel, no how strong or not they feel, so who can say that I feel too strong? What does that mean anyway? I can do something about how I act but not about how I feel, and I fucking tried. I can be schizophrenic, borderline and whatever my psychiatrists want, my feelings feels perfectly normal in this society. Even if/when I need help. Maybe especially when I need help.