Even if they’re not difficult, they still feel like a burden, and I’m very worried that I won’t have time to do them or that I’ll forget about them. I either put them off but constantly think about them, or I try to get them done as quickly as possible and get very irritated when something prevents me from doing them. I can never relax if I have things to do, even if they’re not urgent; they’re still a pain in my ass. I don’t know why I feel this way, and I think this is the reason why I avoid difficulties and my life sucks so much.
The hard thing when you have lot of thing to do, and have no idea where to start. Is to decide that you don’t need a plan, take a task, do-it and then do the next one. Then the other thing is to realise that everything can’t be perfect, that some stuff will be late and other will be barely passing