I wanna finish my memoir before I die… don’t wanna like die from a random car accident… that’d be lame as fuck…
Or worse yet, getting like amnesia or something…
So the universe is trolling. Either you have suicidal thoughts or you have death anxiety… 🫠

It’s absurd how comforting it is to read your post, OP, and all these other’s comments. One could think it would be depressing to realize so many others are in a similar state, and yet I mainly feel relieved at not being alone in such an experience.