Thank you for sharing your story, it gives me some hope. I want to reach out for help. I don’t think I can wait much longer, so tomorrow I’ll make a phone call, see where that leads me. I think therapy and/or medication is what I need to pull myself out of this pit.
Yeah, but finding the motivation to go outside is difficult
Nope. Don’t have a driver’s license either
Oh, I didn’t know about that. Got it installed now, thanks!
Steam won’t let me install Noita on my linux mint laptop for some reason 
One of my earliest signs of being trans actually comes from minecraft. I thought the girl skins were all very cute, and I downloaded one for myself and used it for like 10 minutes, before quickly switching back because I was terrified that any of my friends would notice. So yeah, I’d say minecraft is responsible for turning me into a homosexual transgender marxist
Same. I always had to resist the urge to pick the female character, or come up with some elaborate reason for it in case anyone asked
Yeah, I think being drunk is very overrated. I’ve watched a friend of mine slowly gain the exact same unhealthy relationship to alcohol as their parents, and it’s made me realize just how bad it is to constantly use alcohol as a social lubricant. Also, the more you drink the more alcohol tolerance you gain. Eventually you end up needing to drink 60% vodka just to feel something. I really don’t want to go down that path
I played a bunch of those children’s edutainment games, and also a game called I.G.I 2: Covert Strike. It was made by a Norwegian studio, but I don’t remember if it had Norwegian language support. I think it was more it was more intended for an international audience. The gameplay was pretty good, but I also remember the story being about a western spy going around “saving the world” by murdering a bunch of Arab, Russian and Chinese soldiers, so I have mixed feelings about it
Yeah, I used to be really into the g*mergate/anti-sjw side of youtube back when I was a teenager. Now I’m a queer neurodivergent communist 
I’m 9 months into HRT, and it’s definitely made me feel a lot better about my body. Though I will say that the mental changes from HRT has made me feel much worse about the other aspects of my life, whereas before I was too dissociated from my emotions for it to really bother me. It’s mostly the social aspects of transitioning that are causing me a lot of distress rn. I’m still boymoding, and it’s getting very tiring having to constantly to hide so much about myself from everyone else.
ADHD makes it difficult for me to read books, but I think it would do me good to go through some of Leslie Feinberg’s works. It’d be easier if I had the audiobook versions, but I’m not sure where to find those.
Thanks, I’ll try my best! :)
You can get some great indie games for a cheap price right now. Here’s some that you might not have heard of:
Yeah, and western mainstream media only ever acknowledge that these groups exist in Arab countries when they can use them to pinkwash imperialist actions such as sanctions, coups and invasions
Liberals alway seem to conveniently forget that trans Palestinians exist, and that the biggest danger to trans people living in Gaza currently is not Hamas, but the fascist, genocidal settler state that “lesser evil” Biden is doing everything possible to support
I’m working out the muscles in my throat with voice training. I’m just gonna shout the fascist to death if they come for me
Thank you for sharing. It’s given me food for thought