Title mostly.
I’m doing fine right now, had an argument with my brother but overall I got my path forward ironed out, but I can’t shake the feeling that all of what I do is just some pathological need to stumble forward into what I’m supposed to do but rather than actually being a meaningful calling or direction.
Maybe I’m just depressed.
I’ve never stuck with anything that I didn’t have friends doing alongside me. My friends liked to lift after school? Guess I’ll set up a lifelong habit of fitness. My friends are watching one piece? Guess I’ll just
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