tonight i wrote a post in a drug-help forum in my country. then i shared it with a few near and dear to gauge their reaction to me writing in such severe honesty - i have told them alot but never gotten much recognition. this time it was wellwishes. som initial response i got i wanna share: “so you’re a junkie now?” to which i lauded “sure, e-junkie.”

social norms are weird and i’m sure i’d exhaust by writing, as interested as i am, just how much i wanna have added to the topic.
so i’ll just wrap up with another response i got: “ironic that you look online for help against onlineaddiction.” fucking ironic yea.