I fucking hate my existence, wtf is wrong with my brain, I can’t even feel happiness.

Does coffee make y’all happy?

I think it’s because I overdosed on SSRIs before (was feeling depressed so I chucked a whole bottle, wasn’t not suicidal, just wanted to feel better), and I think I messed up my brain, now I can’t even fucking feel anything. 😢

What do y’all do to feel better?

Drinks? Food? Drugs?

  • Letsdothisok@lemmy.worldEnglish
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    7 days ago

    I’m sure you’ve noticed this about more than coffee. You are experiencing life, no? New things are fun and exciting, then, they become less so. This is the same as all drugs, even the best drugs. There is 1 thing i know that doesn’t have “come downs” or tolerance building, and that is positive spiritual endeavors with God. Look internally. Feed yourself with good things. Whatever you believe, we are spiritual beings, so it makes sense that we need to take care of our spiritual nature. Just like our emotional and physical, we need to care for ourselves.

    Yeah. I’m sure I’ll get constructive responses from this…