I fucking hate my existence, wtf is wrong with my brain, I can’t even feel happiness.
Does coffee make y’all happy?
I think it’s because I overdosed on SSRIs before (was feeling depressed so I chucked a whole bottle, wasn’t not suicidal, just wanted to feel better), and I think I messed up my brain, now I can’t even fucking feel anything. 😢
What do y’all do to feel better?
Drinks? Food? Drugs?
This is firmly in “talk to your doctor” territory, friend. No one here is qualified to advise you, and any advice needs to be 100% custom to you. Good luck. You are worth getting help.
I second this. I’ve been there before. I won’t lie, getting the right treatment down might take weeks, or months. But in the end, after all the work it’s so absolutely worth it.
Utilize whatever resources you have to get it done. Some states have resources for this kind of thing if you’re in the US.