• HalfSalesman@lemm.ee
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    3 hours ago

    I’ll have you know I find Taco Bell disgusting and Youtube has gotten really boring.

    And also my enjoyment of “toys” is still tainted with the knowledge that we’re all fucked.

    I try to enjoy some Skyrim? (Hey remember how the world is doomed, haha have fun playing this RPG) This is why I want a fucking lobotomy. I have considered drinking more.

    To a degree that’s probably why I’m even on lemmy. Being angry at you fucks vocally is letting me at least feel something other than horrible dread.

    EDIT: I also want to specify: I WANT TO BE WRONG. I want you to convince me I’m wrong and dumb or whatever. Almost all I get is attacks on my virtue and character and I don’t give a fuck. I want to care about life again. I liked not being a misanthrope. I want to go back. None of you are ever convincing that I’m wrong you just get pissy and tell me I’m a bad person.

    You know what this tells me? That I’m right and that makes me really depressed.