I finally found a psychiatrist to get 2nd specialist evaluation and then to apply for off. Status and hopefully will get payments. Now i took my magic pill cos migraine started and im about to feel funny

Oh so it was a private specialist and you can just go to another?

Can you apply again or dispute? Im myself going through some expensive assessments now with different specialists (around 2.5k usd) to apply then for official status. Idk whats your level i got mine level 2 and psych kinda joked said that when i just sit in front of commission they wont have much questions but im still bit worried i would be so pissed if they wont give me status with payments

😂😂😂

I don’t understand anything but i laugh

This chaotic shapes makes them more interesting

Red color is amazing I don’t like meat tho

Lol void

Why people do ricing

Oof

You have imposter syndrome. Have you taken cat-q test on embrace autism site? I’d say if you made it so far till here you are probably autistic lol. But seriously speaking I’d do more tests on the site https://embrace-autism.com/ and do more self evaluation and research. Try to learn about sensitivities more and see which might apply to you, if you figure out you are sensitive to loud sound/light or certain situations then try to learn to stim and see if stimming feels natural to you. Watch some videos from this channel to get rid of imposter syndrome https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3hsywnsl7c It took me half year to properly self diagnose I am around your age and figured out myself just recently but I’m man, for woman and non binary people there is way higher masking and camouflaging level so self diagnosing is even more difficult. Half year ago I was convinced light and noise don’t affect me and I am very good with looking at everyone’s eyes and now I have ASD lvl 2 evaluation from clinical psychologist who said that I actually suck at eye contact lol (well they said not “suck” but struggling). I also learned I’m quite sensitive to environment, its a process of self realization. If something looks for you as “nah no way I am never like that/ never had it” then after self realization it might turn quite opposite and you will realize you actually just wasn’t self aware enough and was hard masking.

Do you see much better now?

And somehow everyone except me manages to understand

Is putting phone in ass a furry thing?

Its also autism month…

I never understood why someone would pay so much money to give ADs if noone watch them. Then after I figured myself out I was like oh well

I have updated my tg channel with witch house and other music. Its been almost 1 year since last time I did that. Iv added around 70 tracks today

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Congrats! I switched 5 places of formal studying before finally quitting and never coming back and I have 0 regret. Its really good advice from psych to rather focus on something you like